ok so lately ive been feeling a bit down, like i dunno...just ugh about everything

i have this massive writers block, but its not just writing i can't focus on...

i can't concentrate on reading, writing, playing my DS or PSP, ive made two necklaces but even that can't satisfy me...i can't even concentrate on watching anime..

I have all this creativity building up within me and i can't seem to satisfy it! i really wish i knew how to draw! like ugh!! i have all these beautiful pictures in my head but everytime i try to draw it out...

its like im either trying too hard and it comes like like ppluuuuurt *rasberry noise*

or i look like i drew like a kindergardener T^T

i wish i knew how to draw...i wish i could draw like SUPER good but my talent is writing =/

i need like a PC game or something i dunno =___= something!!!!

new clothes
new books
new anime
new haircut
new phone

A GIANT TEDDY BEAR FOR VALENTINES DAY!!!

i dunno anything to just put me in a better mood right now =/

something new needs to happen to me and i know it sounds bad and wrong

AND NO THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH PACKY i still love him with all my heart [he's at lame-tard work >=^]

ugh whatevs it just something that's probably just a phase

time to finish up Escaflowne then get to sleep for school tomorrow...